Healing
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Some days it feels like it will never happen. Other days it feels like it couldn't have happened. Yet other days I feel as if I am in the midst of the worst of it.
Healing
Tears
Laughter
Loss
Love
Pain
Healing
Today I truly felt the hands of God scoop me up as a mother does to a fallen child. I was rocked gently back and forth. I felt the bosom of my maker, as I was held tight and comforted. I saw that it is going to be alright. I saw that I was given and am still given the strength I need to take another breath.
I read the words of a stranger. An email sent to my husband. Words that looked so simple on the screen yet were the words I needed to see. I didn't realize I needed to see them, I didn't realize I was being carried along by what they were this past year.
It is those words, those actions, the knowing...
It is on the power of the silent prayers of my brothers and sisters, some of whom I have never met, that I am able to wake up tomorrow. I see that God has empowered me to feel, live, love and heal.
I feel this still and know it is ok. Thank you all for your prayers, support, love, kindness, patience, help, hugs, tears, laughter, and so much more.
Thank you
Healing
Tears
Laughter
Loss
Love
Pain
Healing
Today I truly felt the hands of God scoop me up as a mother does to a fallen child. I was rocked gently back and forth. I felt the bosom of my maker, as I was held tight and comforted. I saw that it is going to be alright. I saw that I was given and am still given the strength I need to take another breath.
I read the words of a stranger. An email sent to my husband. Words that looked so simple on the screen yet were the words I needed to see. I didn't realize I needed to see them, I didn't realize I was being carried along by what they were this past year.
Abridged
...In shedding tears for you at the anniversary of your miscarriage, I continue to think of you and pray for you often. I pray that you may know God's presence in a real way...
It is those words, those actions, the knowing...
It is on the power of the silent prayers of my brothers and sisters, some of whom I have never met, that I am able to wake up tomorrow. I see that God has empowered me to feel, live, love and heal.
I feel this still and know it is ok. Thank you all for your prayers, support, love, kindness, patience, help, hugs, tears, laughter, and so much more.
Thank you
Love ya babe. We're praying for you.
9:08 AM