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Monday, May 16, 2005
If you can pronounce that... that is how I feel. Out of sorts is the translation. I am well aware that I have said this just recently. However, I am over the blahs and and just feel like I don't fit in. I have friends, or should I say acquaintances. I know there are lots of people out there who genuinely care for me and really want to know how I am doing... but I don't have a best friend. I have Pernell, and I really wouldn't trade him in for anyone... except Kevin Bacon... maybe it is just that he was away all weekend and qwe have been so frigi busy that I just feel... vznkhucinwvgn bvjvfcxfxti... I don't know...
I have a great neighbor. I love her to bits. She does tend to live the life of the "I have to be better then, or I do it better then the Jones". Maybe that has put me down...
I haven't had a best friend in quite a few years... I want someone I can do everything with... Lori you are too far away!!!...
Enough about me... If you take note to the top of the blog, I am going on holidays soon and get to see my big sis!!!! Very excited! Lucas has decided Daniel is his best friend... "Dear Daniel, best of luck for the week we are visiting. Lucas will be your shadow and a pest. He is very lovable when he is asleep. I will try and curb his enthusiasms of you, for you :)" Sam can't wait to play with Claire! Jake... we hope he has healed by then...
Oh yeah... on Thursday Jake was standing next to me, then he wasn't... his feet were still on the top of the two steps down to the patio stones, his hands were at his side and his face had "cushioned" his fall... he looks like he was in a car accident...
My mom was here for the weekend... for some reason I was stressed out the whole time she was here...
I am working on my backyard this week and going to Melissa B's to work on her back yard... so much fun for me!!!! It is nice when one fills up ones own back yard, that one has a friend that doesn't have a garden yet :)
Well, I am off to conquer the laundry pile... or fall asleep when I feel how nice and warm the laundry is when I pull it out of the dryer!
I have a great neighbor. I love her to bits. She does tend to live the life of the "I have to be better then, or I do it better then the Jones". Maybe that has put me down...
I haven't had a best friend in quite a few years... I want someone I can do everything with... Lori you are too far away!!!...
Enough about me... If you take note to the top of the blog, I am going on holidays soon and get to see my big sis!!!! Very excited! Lucas has decided Daniel is his best friend... "Dear Daniel, best of luck for the week we are visiting. Lucas will be your shadow and a pest. He is very lovable when he is asleep. I will try and curb his enthusiasms of you, for you :)" Sam can't wait to play with Claire! Jake... we hope he has healed by then...
Oh yeah... on Thursday Jake was standing next to me, then he wasn't... his feet were still on the top of the two steps down to the patio stones, his hands were at his side and his face had "cushioned" his fall... he looks like he was in a car accident...
My mom was here for the weekend... for some reason I was stressed out the whole time she was here...
I am working on my backyard this week and going to Melissa B's to work on her back yard... so much fun for me!!!! It is nice when one fills up ones own back yard, that one has a friend that doesn't have a garden yet :)
Well, I am off to conquer the laundry pile... or fall asleep when I feel how nice and warm the laundry is when I pull it out of the dryer!
I hear you on the friend thing. For a long time I thought it was because I was young and had so many kids but now most the people my age have at least two kids but I still can't seem to make that friend bond with anyone. It is hard to feel like you are missing out.
2:36 PMJust hug your hubby closer and keep an eye out for that friend-to-be! :)
When you are done with Melissa's garden you can come fill up mine. I have a 100X150 yard with nothin but trees and I don't know what to do with the friggin thing! And I still haven't planted my garden either! Eeeek!